As someone who’s danced through anxiety and quiet breakdowns in a Brooklyn apartment, I’ve learned that 'luck' isn’t found in spinning reels—it’s cultivated in stillness. This isn’t about gambling strategies or RTP percentages. It’s about reclaiming agency in a world that sells us false hope. In this reflection, I unpack how the illusion of external luck mirrors our deeper need for control, meaning, and self-trust. If you’ve ever felt like you’re waiting for a jackpot that never comes—this is for you.